Sunday, February 28, 2021

What's in the head of a perfectionist?

 Life as a perfectionist is tough. A perfectionist worked REALLY REALLY hard to get what she wants. She's me. I'm burned out trying to get things done in my way. I worked 24/7, sleepless nights and not even a second I stopped thinking about what I want. But I'm just a human. And what I get usually are not I want. That's just how life is 😪 I can't deny that's the rules in life, but I can't stop blaming myself and punishing myself when I don't get things I want. Sometimes the things I want are not for myself, most of them are for others. I want to give the best for everyone, but I just could not. And now, I'm here, thinking is it WORTH IT? Is it worth it to be mentally and physically tired to satisfy everyone's satisfaction?? I'll leave the question hanging here. Till then :)